Haha. Does it seem like I'm really thinking ahead?
I am so ready for the summer to just officially start... Grad School, while great, is killing me... It may actually be the fact that I went into the summer semester just as my regular school year was finishing... and that may be why I'm so tired...
A lot of people wonder why I'm so busy even when it's summer and to be honest, my summers have always been to hang out with sisters, teach piano, randomly bum around... and now my summer is filled with classes, rushing around from plans with so and so to dinners with another person... and then on top of that, there's spending time with the boyfriend and supporting him at the Alliance tournament.... I do realize that it is not my duty to attend these games but do so because I genuinely want to support him... He never really wants me to go out of my way to be there for him or attend trips with his kids at CPC but I want to go... It's fun and I like most of his kids...
It has been argued (through at least two *minor* fights) that he does not want to burden me with his issues and problems because I have enough on my plate as it is... But that brings up the question of how I am supposed to share his burdens and him mine as we go about this dating relationship... But that also requires patience on my part because to be honest, I don't really mind sharing my burdens with others because I take comfort in the accountability that happens after I share and I suppose it is harder for him to share, not because he's unwilling to, but maybe because I do have a lot on my plate... sigh, I suppose it'll take more work...
On the flip side... I am sitting here blogging as opposed to working on my thematic unit plan becuse I am a bit flustered on how exactly this will come together...
more musings after the 30th... MUST complete THEMATIC UNIT.... by 11am! I purposely made a lunch date before my class so I don't put it off.... Hmm, what do you think? is it possible to accomplish?
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